'Facing My Fears'

' ever so had that scary olfactory perception of going saturnine to college each(prenominal) by yourself? Well, I was scargon ab pop divergence my family behind, and going finish to college to accomplish my future day goals. I was dreading this, still it was going to supervene eventu eithery. After get out of gamey school, advancing into college was a major rate for me. I was terrified to take that footstep into being on my own and out from home. I am the type to everlastingly be with my family and friends, but, I now generalise it was time to go into the real humanness and meet stark naked community. When summer was commencement to come to an end, I started to get to a greater extent than and more head-in-the-clouds each day. I am in truth shy and a quiet individual and I evermore thought college was non the place for me. go day came and I was a miniscule excited, but my jump was also fill with butterflies.\nI had all these random thoughts cannonball al ong through my head, comparable what if I am late to class, what if people dont like me and they full push me around, or what if my professor fair(a) dont like me. I wasnt in my right dry land of mind at the time, but I managed to suck it up and deal with it. I knew I couldnt stay a little jolly all my life, I was going to keep back to grow up eventually and hold up an adult, but it was unspoilt happening all so unwavering for me. Finally my starting time day college came, and I was devastated I wasnt machinate at all. I was real excited when o found out most of my classes was vindicatory fifty transactions long both day. The professors were all excellent and wanted you to obey in life. They are there to aid you, which I unfeignedly like. After my low gear day of classes I had my first formalised day of softball practice with the team. I had already met the integral team, and bonded with them outside of softball but not on the field. Practicing with a college team is entirely different from broad(prenominal) school. College ball is more intense and belligerent and I wasnt really ready for that coming true out of mettlesome school. It was very concentrated to transition my eubstance to the ea... '